CAT NYAN NEW YEARS
Jan. 1st, 2026 01:40 am( THE MESSAGE (please read) )
I've loved many fanvids, and unfortunately saved very few of them :/. But I encountered a few when I was going through my Black Sails tag to hunt for recommendations, and I decided to share those, and a few others, to close rec-cember.
ALSO I discovered this too late to recommend it in the Murderbot Diaries's post, but: here's some (way too sexy) Murderbot art 😔
And at last, a couple of Yuletide recommendations!
I hope you'll enjoy some of these!
I might appear again on the 31st with a surprise...


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I talked to my father today, and it wasn’t bad or evil. He drove me to Michaels (craft store) while my mom was out cold (jet lag from Australia). I bought embroidery floss to make bracelets for my online friends :) Ugh I need a hexcuse for that still. At least the place we’re going is like, right by one of my meatspace friends’ house. I wonder if I should tell my parents that I have online friends someday. I constructed a plan for becoming more independent: one step at a time, building up to turning off my location and being free from their scrutiny. If they make a fuss about it, I’ll say… listen, I’m closer to graduation than I am high school. I’m twenty years old. I should be allowed to not look over my shoulder and constantly hexplain myself to my parents.
Despite my fraught relationship with my mother, I really am close to my dad. I didn’t eat dinner because I kinda fell asleep instead, so after Michaels he took me to noodles & company at like 8:30 pm lol. And we talked about some serious topics and I ended up crying in the fucking noodles & company. Embarrassing!
I talked about how horrid my semester had been, and I told him that I’m diagnosed with ADHD now. The more we talked, the more we realized we have the hexact same problems with time management and focus, and he could probably also be diagnosed with ADHD. It’s very possible to be a genetic thing: we’ve both been like this since we were very young. We listened to Radiohead on the drive back. I really do love my dad, I think. He’s even accepted my chosen name: he came to see me in the Nutcracker, where I was listed as my chosen name instead of my deadname in the program. He never said it out loud, but he said, “oh I saw your name in the program…” and pointed to my chosen name. It made me happy. He’s just like me in a lot of ways: we both really love talking about music, and we’re creatives that like physically making things. Plus I even think he has emotional regulation/impulse control issues (?) just like me. Fuck I’m crying lol. I cry really easily.
I like my dad, and that’s scary. I hate my mom, but I like my dad, and he likes my mom. And I still like my mom, deep down. Once, we were discussing The Incident months after the fact, and she told me something like - “You’re really strong. I don’t think I could’ve been that strong if I’d gone through this at your age. And healing from it is making you even stronger.” It meant a lot to me, and I started crying and I hugged her. Oh my god, I’m crying again.
It's a Supernatural fic where I eventually added a second chapter in reply to a prompt here on tumblr ("rewrite something in a different character's POV"; the first chapter was from Sam's POV, the second from Castiel's) and the people making the podcast did something creative with it, first doing the fic as it is and then combining both chapters into a third one.
That event is still open to leave gifts, as are sapphic stocking stuffers and fandomtrees. Feel free to peruse other people comments (in the first case) and tags (in the second) to see if you want to leave someone a present!
Unofficial Pirate Day!
Headsup: some of these fics might require an ao3 account to be read.
That's it for today!