CAT NYAN NEW YEARS

Jan. 1st, 2026 01:40 am
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HAPPY 2026 EVERYONE! It's the new year over here for me so I just wanted to do a quickish message :D

THE MESSAGE (please read) )

FANVIDS DAY

Dec. 31st, 2025 10:25 am
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I've loved many fanvids, and unfortunately saved very few of them :/. But I encountered a few when I was going through my Black Sails tag to hunt for recommendations, and I decided to share those, and a few others, to close rec-cember.

Black Sails

Others

ALSO I discovered this too late to recommend it in the Murderbot Diaries's post, but: here's some (way too sexy) Murderbot art 😔

And at last, a couple of Yuletide recommendations!

  • Knife, a Rope (1948) fic. 4.9k, M. It shows a bit of how Brandon and Phillip came to be... whatever they are in the film, to each other. Superb characterisation.
  • night-trap, a Carmilla (novella) fic. 7.6k, M. Years after the novella, the two women meet again. GREAT "becoming the monster" take, with very vivid prose.

Photo dump

Dec. 31st, 2025 02:28 am
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This is the monthly reminder to me don't forgot that i exists. Actually, the goal is to remind myself of good times I've had, or times when I felt good enough about my appearance to take a photk, so that it can help a little with my self-esteem or smth like that. And, um... I'm posting some things in Pongocity's community. I also sent him a drawing of Erick for his OC series, where he draws the OCs of his subscribers. I don't think he'll draw him, though. But there's some cool people there, i recommend you to check out his Channel if you like Deltarune or Undertale. That's it.


Me surrounded by silly doodles i made
Me with an generic gen z alt boy outfit
Another picture of the sky because i like the sky
Buns my mom made
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well this year has been pretty boring…well yk not really, i had an awesome trip on april, participated on art fight, and had plenty of horrible group proyects. and my job as clothing seller as well, which was nice until the last 5 days, which were awfully hard (i will never forget the 23rd of december. please respect your local clothing sellers), but im grateful i had such kind coworkers of my first job. also all my maternal aunt and uncle and their respective families, which has been nice, my little cousins are cute and sweet, i havent talked a lot with my relatives though, but as i hve had to care for my cousins, ive had a surprinsing chance to watch films, so here are my reviews! spoilers for rapsettie street kids believe in santa (2002), lost in new york (1989) and ursinho da pesada (2008) (yeah i watched a lot of shitty films but in my own defense i needed to keep my cousins entertained)

Read more... )

i also rewatched the csm movie for a denreze event, and man. it was as good as i remembered, and im happy i managed to notice more stuff there as i have a little more meat to the event. i think

needy trees

Dec. 29th, 2025 06:48 am
queenslayerbee: Isabelle Adjany as Lucy Harker in 1979's "Nosferatu the Vampire". She's surrounded by darkness, looking over her shoulder while she wears a white nightgown and a cross as a necklace. A hand with long nails like a claw is reaching for her neck from the darkness behind her. (Default)
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There are some giftboxes that need to be filled over fandom trees, including my own! So take a look at the spreadsheet and see if there's any prompt that catches your eye :P
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I got this week's rec list ready early, to my surprise! So here it is

DCU

FANFIC

  • Two Minutes by Aingeal98. 1.9k, T. Cass does something terrible for Steph. Heartbreaking and perfectly in character.
  • mindscape by torigates. 2k, T. This one is set in the Young Justice cartoon, instead of the comics, like the rest. It's immediately set post-Failsafe (thee episode from season 1), and focuses on Supermartian. I read it way back when, as a lurker, and on reread it got me all nostalgic.
  • Aftermathmares by Mist-managed (Greyspaces13). 3k, T. Mia's survivor's guilt after Lian's death in Cry For Justice. I liked seeing a fic that sits with this moment in time for the Arrowfam (mainly Mia and Oliver only, here). It's difficult, and it certainly wasn't well-written in canon, but I do think there could be a lot to explore with it.
  • In Which Jason Goes to a Convention by TeleportingAspen. 3.3k, T. What if Jade Nguyen was Jason's poison trainer? The fic expands across Lost Days and post-UTRH, and it's a satisfying portrayal of his character during the time.
  • Oracle, Re: Birth by KamalasFanfiction. 8.1k, T. This fic mixes preboot and reboot canon in a very interesting way: what if the Batgirl of Burnside was an impostor, and oracle!Barbara had to deal with that? If you're like me and still kind of bitter about the reboot, and especially on what it did to her character, go ahead and read this.
  • Left Behind, Or Forgotten by cleromancy. 30.8k, T. This one is marked incomplete, but it ends at a good, narratively satisfying point so don't let that deter you. Features the bat clan a few years down the line (pre-reboot continuity, of course), with their complex dynamics, The Bruce Problem... it has background Jaytim and Dickroy, too, and a lot of humour mixed with The Horrors. I'd also recommend reading the three vignettes preceding it in the series, but I personally read them after reading the longer, more plot-relevant LBOF, and I think it's preferable that way.

FANART

META

MISCELLANEOUS

FANFIC

FANART

META

I hope you'll enjoy some of these!

I might appear again on the 31st with a surprise...


Silent Hill f Hinako + Sakuko Icons

Dec. 26th, 2025 08:06 pm
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HALLO EVERYONE! This is like the fourth post I've made in the past two hours so sorry for spamming your guys' reading pages BUT I really want to share these icons I just uploaded. I'm gonna actually play the game soon, so I needed at least one for that. This game has been so influencial to me anyway, so it's mandatory at this point.

But yeah MY BABIES. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [teeny spoilers: all the women in this game are so mentally ill and then there's Shu]

20 TV Shows in 2026 (Masterpost)

Dec. 26th, 2025 06:47 pm
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List of all the shows I'll watch in 2026 (mostly anime but I've got some dramas in my list of things to watch/read). You can find my future watch lists here.

0/20 TV Shows Read [Last updated: 26/12/25]

20 Books/Comics in 2026 (Masterpost)

Dec. 26th, 2025 06:41 pm
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This is a list of all the things I'll read in 2026. Was originally gonna post this in January, but I have some pinned posts to set up. You can find all my reading lists here.

0/20 Books Read [Last updated: 26/12/25]

2026 Challenges

Dec. 26th, 2025 06:35 pm
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[Note: This schedule should take effect on the 1st of January]
  • Journaling: Fannish 50 - 50 Reviews In A Year [Posting on Fridays], Community Thursdays, Snowflake Challenge 2026, Sunshine Revival 2026(?)
  • Writing: 10 True Loves - Kujo Tenn, [community profile] weekendwritingmarathon (weekly if possible but it's not mandatory) [Progress reports posted the monday after]
  • Reading: Finish 20 Books/Comics
  • Watching: Watch 20 TV Shows (mostly anime)
  • Music: 12 Monthly Music Logs (also music recs of the month) [Posted at the start of the month]
    • Bonus: Weekly Song Of The Day posts [Posted on Sundays]
  • Languages: Weekly study progress reports + reading immersion [ALSO posted the monday after (might make the 'progress reports' an single thing)]
  • Fanworks: Weekly Recs (mostly fanart but I originally came up with this to burn through some fic rec lists) [Posting on Wednesdays]

Hohohomossexual 🔔🎄

Dec. 24th, 2025 11:02 pm
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[personal profile] therealtrash
Merry Christmas everyone! As I said before, I didn't go to my family's Christmas dinner; it didn't seem very nice, anyway. I don't know what to say, I don't have much to say about Christmas, it's just another normal day for me. But I wanted to wish everyone good times from now on and things like that. Also, I'm taking care of a little bird that one of the cats caught, but luckily it's not hurt, it just seems like it can't fly yet. We'll release it when it feels better; it's super cute and chill, and it's green, my favorite color! I also did some body horror art today, as I said I would. I liked the result; it's one of those types of art that comforts the disturbed and disturbs the comforted, or some shit like that, because I feel strangely comforted by it. *cough cough* I think it would be pretty nice if you took a look at my Bluesky this Christmas *cough cough*. If you feel disturbed and find some comfort in strange things like this, you can take a look and, if you like it, consider supporting my art (totally free), but if you don't want to, that's fine, lol. Just a TW: body horror (of course, lol) and a not very detailed drawing of a male part. And if you're not comfortable with this type of art, you can check out other recent art I've done with Erick (my oc). I'm almost doing a mini-series of him being drawn in different random situations that pops out in my mind (some of them though have some lore), haha. Besides Bluesky, I also have a Twitter account, but I haven't been very active there lately, but if you want, you can take a look too, it's in my mini bio of Dreamwidth. have a good night, my hohohomossexual fellas (jk, heh.)



https://bsky.app/profile/maxnatanmoorvos.bsky.social

Bird
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It's Christmas Eve motherfuckers! (already technically Christmas by the time I post this rip) Didn't think I'd be doing this the same day I'm supposed to be finishing an application, but I got bit with the fanart bug as I was setting up some rss feeds (got the idea of making some for artists I've followed on other platforms). Before dreamwidth I basically used tumblr as a fanart archive to avoid downloading too many photos on my phone, so why not do the same here? As much as I've been avoiding mainstream fandom stuff and social media in general, I do have a very soft spot for fanart.

So yeah, expect more of these. I'll be aiming for weekly recs at a minimum, but let's be honest it'll probably be daily. As much as I've been writing about fandom, my feral fanby side wants OUT.
TRIGGER )Iori )Mini Conclusion )

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Dec. 23rd, 2025 08:39 pm
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Hi, Christmas is almost here, huh? I'm not quite sure how to feel about it. I'm writing many stories right now, I'm having a lot of fun and feeling very inspired, but it's kinda difficult to work on them all at the same time. Anyway, I'm doing my best. I just don't know if I should publish them or keep them to myself, since nobody cares, and I'm afraid that people will misinterpret the messages I want to convey and I'll get canceled, and then I'll kill myself because I can't handle the pressure. But, again, I think nobody will read them anyway. I said I was working on a webcomic, and yes, I was! But It's currently in a hiatus because I still don't know what the future holds for this story. I don't know if I'll ever finish it, I work very slowly and I was thinking of releasing it first as a written story, since I don't know when I'll finish the webcomic. Another thing that crossed my mind during these days was the possibility that I might have some kind of personality or mood disorder, because sometimes my mood changes in a matter of minutes, and it's fucking with my life and my self-image. I'm upset right now about something really small, something I saw on the internet, and my night is ruined. Sometimes I want to throw my phone against the wall, but I know I'd regret it. I'm also thinking about doing body horror art. I'm not a big fan of body horror, but I think it could be cool for now, to express some emotions that aren't so beautiful, of course, through my characters, traumatizing them too. That's it. I'm dying of the infernal heat is doing in my city.

Similarities.

Dec. 23rd, 2025 04:28 am
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I talked to my father today, and it wasn’t bad or evil. He drove me to Michaels (craft store) while my mom was out cold (jet lag from Australia). I bought embroidery floss to make bracelets for my online friends :) Ugh I need a hexcuse for that still. At least the place we’re going is like, right by one of my meatspace friends’ house. I wonder if I should tell my parents that I have online friends someday. I constructed a plan for becoming more independent: one step at a time, building up to turning off my location and being free from their scrutiny. If they make a fuss about it, I’ll say… listen, I’m closer to graduation than I am high school. I’m twenty years old. I should be allowed to not look over my shoulder and constantly hexplain myself to my parents.

Despite my fraught relationship with my mother, I really am close to my dad. I didn’t eat dinner because I kinda fell asleep instead, so after Michaels he took me to noodles & company at like 8:30 pm lol. And we talked about some serious topics and I ended up crying in the fucking noodles & company. Embarrassing! 

I talked about how horrid my semester had been, and I told him that I’m diagnosed with ADHD now. The more we talked, the more we realized we have the hexact same problems with time management and focus, and he could probably also be diagnosed with ADHD. It’s very possible to be a genetic thing: we’ve both been like this since we were very young. We listened to Radiohead on the drive back. I really do love my dad, I think. He’s even accepted my chosen name: he came to see me in the Nutcracker, where I was listed as my chosen name instead of my deadname in the program. He never said it out loud, but he said, “oh I saw your name in the program…” and pointed to my chosen name. It made me happy. He’s just like me in a lot of ways: we both really love talking about music, and we’re creatives that like physically making things. Plus I even think he has emotional regulation/impulse control issues (?) just like me. Fuck I’m crying lol. I cry really easily. 

I like my dad, and that’s scary. I hate my mom, but I like my dad, and he likes my mom. And I still like my mom, deep down. Once, we were discussing The Incident months after the fact, and she told me something like - “You’re really strong. I don’t think I could’ve been that strong if I’d gone through this at your age. And healing from it is making you even stronger.” It meant a lot to me, and I started crying and I hugged her. Oh my god, I’m crying again. 

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Very recently, I decided to sign up for an Ace Attorney gift exchange event. This is actually the first time I've ever done anything like this, because admittedly these two years I've spent hovering around in the fandom have been... more misanthropic than they should've been. Of course, I did get some very kind mutuals over it, but seeing as that my feverish passion for the series coincided with two years of creative drought, I admit that I've felt incredibly dissatisfied with how I was engaging with this particular interest. Fandom, for me, is all about the creative aspect, and so barely having been able to make or finish anything for a series that inspired me to a degree I don't think that any other series had was definitely a contributing factor to the awful burnout I went through a couple weeks ago.

And I think the period in which I could say I was "hyperfixated" on this series has passed, which is also a bit of a bummer. I don't have any less love for it, however, and seeing as that I wanted something to pressure me into going the whole way through in a writing project, I thought that joining this fan event couldn't hurt!

It's great because I have a two month deadline to complete a oneshot of around 2000 words, which is plenty of time! I can't say I'm not nervous, because I'm still not at a point where I'm satisfied with my own writing, I worry about characterization, and I worry about my gift being received politely and through obligation rather than it being something that actually delights the person receiving it. But I also know that improvement doesn't come out of doing nothing, and so I hope that this will be a good learning experience!

Gifts for me

Dec. 23rd, 2025 09:18 am
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It's a Supernatural fic where I eventually added a second chapter in reply to a prompt here on tumblr ("rewrite something in a different character's POV"; the first chapter was from Sam's POV, the second from Castiel's) and the people making the podcast did something creative with it, first doing the fic as it is and then combining both chapters into a third one.

That event is still open to leave gifts, as are sapphic stocking stuffers and fandomtrees. Feel free to peruse other people comments (in the first case) and tags (in the second) to see if you want to leave someone a present!


Picture of where I live

Dec. 22nd, 2025 02:18 am
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Lincoln City, Oregon, showing the city and the ocean.

There is a lot more pictures, but this one encapsulates where I live right now.
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I've come to realize that there are two opposite extremes that I equally despise when people write about their OCs/blorbos' political opinions.

Side 1: "They're evil, so they must be conservative and bigoted!" I often see this applied to characters like Mrs. Blight and Emperor Belos (since the fanbase of The Owl House isn't really mature enough to understand nuance anyway), Shadow Weaver from She-Ra (potentially similar), and I saw it applied to Renee from Pantheon once. (No hexcuse there, to be honest, Pantheon is an adult enough show.) It just straight up doesn't make any sense for the characters from a kid's show that won't even so much as say the word "gay" to be homophobic. She-Ra and The Owl House largely take place in alternate worlds that are pretty much queer creators' dreams of worlds where sexual orientations and gender identities aren't discriminated against. It flattens a character to make them so cartoonishly evil that they hate EVERYTHING good in the world and only believe in HATERED and THE EVULZ. Bad is Good and Good is Bad, so since this character is evil, they must be against all views of the liberal/leftist creator. Needless to say, people are more complex than that. 

Side 2: "I love writing about evil characters! What do you mean you write about a conservative/bigoted character? Are you homophobic IRL?" This one just infuriates me. Writing about a murderer doesn't make you a murderer in real life, but this crime is so much more okay to the wider internet than sex crimes ("WTF YOU LIKE A RAPIST? YOURE A RAPIST IN REAL LIFE!") or. strangely, being homophobic. Look, I get it, I hate queerphobes too, we all do, but don't fucking jump down someone's throat for this in all cases, ESPECIALLY if they're queer themself.

To be honest, this is more prickly territory than the last example: there's definitely ways that fans can take this to the extreme. I think this is worse with racial issues since so many fans are white. I wasn't in the thick of it, but this is reminding me of stuff I heard about Sinners. Apparently, a lot of people were huge huge fans of the one white antagonist in the movie and wrote x readers about him. What the fuck???? That's bad. You understand how that's bad, right? Oh, and a lot of fans residing in the imperial core make light of "war crimes" as an abstract thing for their sopping wet cat evil blorbo has done wrong. Stop it. Do you even know what real-world war crimes actually are?

But nonetheless, writing a character with views that you don't agree with can make them more complex and more dimensional. Using my own characters as examples: Cainabeth (horrible horrible woman) is an anarcho-capitalist (horrible horrible political stance) because she's distrustful of the government and believes in the free market. Plus she profits off healthcare, that is a notable thing she does. Roan is a misogynist (miso-femme-ist?) because of his various complexes about appearing strong/Dominant that stem from being bullied for being too effeminate in childhood. Whitney is anti-woke (would bully nonbinary people) but also anti-fascist (would definitely punch a Nazi). Crush AU!Roan is super supportive of the military/veterans because his dad was in the military and Roan really idolizes him. Probably more, these are just off the top of my head. 

For chrissakes, stop being so scared of nuance! 

rec-cember #3 - black sails & more

Dec. 21st, 2025 03:13 pm
queenslayerbee: Isabelle Adjany as Lucy Harker in 1979's "Nosferatu the Vampire". She's surrounded by darkness, looking over her shoulder while she wears a white nightgown and a cross as a necklace. A hand with long nails like a claw is reaching for her neck from the darkness behind her. (Default)
[personal profile] queenslayerbee

Unofficial Pirate Day!

Headsup: some of these fics might require an ao3 account to be read.

BLACK SAILS

FANFIC

  • A Death Full of Light to Consume Me by angryhausfrau. 1k, E. Maxanne, post-canon. A lovely fic written for a prompt of mine: "I have lost myself in the sea many times with my ear full of freshly cut flowers, with my tongue full of love and agony."
  • The Power of a Story by medusine. 3.2k, E. Have you ever wanted to read a hilarious yet poignant and metatextually relevant story where Flint tells a dirty story to his crew? Well, here it is. Implied Flint/Miranda and explicit Flint/Silver.
  • el cuentacuento by straddling_the_atmosphere. 4.6k, not rated. This one seems pretty popular already, but I'll still recommend it because it's a very interesting view at Silver's past and how he uses narrative and stories to obscure it, insinuate about it, obfuscate it, etc.
  • A Long Dark Throat by greenforsnow. 4.9, E. Silvermadi with... a very complex Silverfilntmadi situation. Silver and Madi, fantasizing about Flint together, all paired with Silver's... personality. Some of the best, most harrowing smut I've read, as well as a perfect Silver voice.
  • i'm a black ocean leaping and wide by loosedindecember. 6k, M. Post-series, Madi-centric (includes both Madi/Eme and Madi/Silver, but it's mainly about her). An interesting, and idealistic view at the possibilities after canon.
  • No Monuments by ballantine. 11.1k, not rated. Solaris AU, Silverflint. GREAT fic, one of those perfect examples of what an AU should be. I love the way each character has been "translated" into this setting, Max and Silver especially.

FANART

META

MISCELLANEOUS

FANFIC

FANART

META

That's it for today!


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