I Wish to be an Isopod
Jan. 15th, 2025 11:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kiramoriFunny little guys they are.
Oh my god what god awful day, i just want to CRY in a corner.
Spent the whole day trying to fix stuff that broke inside my computer, can't get it to start and based on the dreadful clicks of death my hard drive is making i'm sure i'll end up losing it. Great.
I'm just very, very frustrated right now. I can't take it and i'm sure this problem is going to haunt me for days. Great, just great.
I've already been feeling a bit left out by my friends recently, i image now that i can't do anything they are going to forget me forever.
Not really, but i am feeling sad. I haven't talked to anyone about these problems (except my father since he always helps me) because i feel everyone is being a bit mean to me these days.
I feel a loose but looming connection to my old bullied self and how i felt i had no one, just want to have some fun in my recess, not deal with bottled trauma, thank you very much.
In the end, i have my father, at least. My mother only kinda jokes about how i can't live a day without computer, but i literally can't since i work in it.
I just feel alone and i'm a bit depressed about this situation.
I wish to be an isopod that doesn't care about anything other than eating surprisingly nutritious patches of dirt.
That's me, i'm this thing.
Oh my god what god awful day, i just want to CRY in a corner.
Spent the whole day trying to fix stuff that broke inside my computer, can't get it to start and based on the dreadful clicks of death my hard drive is making i'm sure i'll end up losing it. Great.
I'm just very, very frustrated right now. I can't take it and i'm sure this problem is going to haunt me for days. Great, just great.
I've already been feeling a bit left out by my friends recently, i image now that i can't do anything they are going to forget me forever.
Not really, but i am feeling sad. I haven't talked to anyone about these problems (except my father since he always helps me) because i feel everyone is being a bit mean to me these days.
I feel a loose but looming connection to my old bullied self and how i felt i had no one, just want to have some fun in my recess, not deal with bottled trauma, thank you very much.
In the end, i have my father, at least. My mother only kinda jokes about how i can't live a day without computer, but i literally can't since i work in it.
I just feel alone and i'm a bit depressed about this situation.
I wish to be an isopod that doesn't care about anything other than eating surprisingly nutritious patches of dirt.
That's me, i'm this thing.